Never Ending Story

I have been writing a trio for piano, violin, and cello for the past two quarters. (I'm slow.) I finally got through my development and now I am fully prepared to end the first movement. The initial thought of this brought me glee and joy. When I got down to it though, I realized that I was focused so much on the beginning and development, that when I got to the ending, my eyes were suddenly caught staring into the headlights. blink blink. Now, I have become a space cadet (even when writing this blog entry), I sit and totally space out. I start to think of ideas, play around with the form of my piece, and then........ it........... just...................gets......................blurry. Spaced out.

Hope it ends soon. It's been three weeks. (oh god.) Yesterday, I was at the point where I would write three endings, have people come over, and then we can all vote on which one was the best. I envisioned an auction, and the highest bid on whichever ending would win. ...... oh shit, just spaced out again.

Ok, well, I'll think about it some more when I go to the dentist and work today. Just need to slap myself out of it. Well, more like punch myself out of it.